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| so summerended.
and i am back at RISD.
this summer was definetely
not what i had expected. nonetheless, it was good to me.
bad things worked out to a point, and i still had fun at times.
also, as cliche as it sounds, found out who my true friends are.
the very few but i love them nonetheless. it was definetely a
weird summer, almost no girlfriends because they were all away, no
boyfriend, no friends. haha
but interning was great as always. got to do a lot of hands-on
work on sites. as well as helping design things. learned
lots of stuff and felt like i was actually doing something with my
life. anddddddddd i make lots and lots of money.
although
i DID have some
crazyyyyyyyyy fun. special shout goes to wonoo and willie.
my summer collection. thanks for listening to me bitch and moan
about everything when we were drunk. me accompanying you guys on
your L-rides allll the time. our endless nights at space.
sitting there for hours and hours. being their first customers
all the time. me loving beer and whiskey by the end of
summer. we definetely have tons of
memories. yayyy =) and i miss you two!!! good
thing they're coming in like 3 weeks. yay!!!
now
im living it up at school. lots of hw already but s'alllll gravy
baby. i love it. industrial design is going to take up my
life but i am sooooooooo excited. i love being back where i have
no curfew or anything. RISD is good. its definetely going
to be a goooooooood year.
my summer:
its only been one full week of classes, and hw is taking over.
but do not worry. i am here to learn, party and have a good time.
i am feeling gooooooooooooooooood these days. muahahahaha
bye bye summer.
hi RISD again,
and hello to new things.
=)
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| i would be so different if...
my life would be so different if...
theres so many fucking ifs in life, goddamnittttt!!
ughhhhhh..
i hate myself for doing the things i do, thinking the things i think.
asldfmwoivna;owirga;oewrijfso;aj;oiwrejfa.
whatevz.
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| if you're bored, look up 'jenni lee' on wikipedia. you'll get this.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jenni_Lee
ahahahaha. oh man. funny stuff.
yesterday was an amazing experience. the company where i intern (exhibitgroup/giltspur. check it out they're really cool. e-g.com) was doing a huge event for LG. it was held at Madame Tussaud's Wax Museum in times square. they cleared the whole place after like 12 so our workers could set up and stuff. by the time me and my co-workers got there to help set-up, it was CRAZY. people running around everywhere, installing cellphones, pdps, lcds, refridgeraters, dishwashers, washer & dryers, banners, tables for the bars, food trays... ohmygod it was insane.
the funny thing is, the wax people are all there, so theres like 20 in one room, and theres like 4 rooms and its just FREAKY. i was soooo weirded out the first 30 minutes i was there. one of the workers knocked over a wax model and the face shattered. not cool. i dont know who it was because i wasnt there. so me as the intern is running my ass off running here and there up and down to set up allll the spec cards for the products, checking to see if the banners are correct, seeing that all the products are in the right place blah blah blah. but it was an such a cool experience because i got to see all the behind-the-scenes activity for a big event. oh god, let me tell you, it is CRAZY.
so after making sure everything is perfect, we are DONE. literally one minute before 6. my coworkers told me that its always like that. never 5 minutes before the show, always one minute. so as me and the head designer are running to the main room, we almost head on collide into this old korean ahjushi holding a martini with a big posse of korean ahjushis behind him. the lady on his right introduces the head designer to the ahjushi. turns out hes the ceo of LG. what a BIG BALLER. hes probably so rich. i should go marry his son. anyways. so i was in awe that i just met him and his posse. haha we get back into the main room and its already full with guests. since this event was for press and media, all the people there were from magazines, tv, newspapers, internet people for all the electronic things. yea. SBS and KBS was there filming the whole thing. i hope i was on tv. haha well i didnt stay for the whole event, just the cocktail hour for the free drinks. weeeeeeeeeeee! it was lots of fun, you know when people are getting drunk when they accidently run into the wax people and go, 'oh excuse me' only to realize that its...wax. funny. i think i was the youngest person there. i feel so honored. haha
oh yea. yesterday was also the unveiling for shiloh jolie-pitt at the wax museum!!! and of course i saw her. shes cute. i woulda had to pay $30 just to get in the wax museum. but of course i was there for free. they moved shiloh for the event though. hmmm wonder whyyyyyy. and i think i know exactly who stands where because ive ran by all the wax people a million times...without knocking any of them over. johnny depp for pirates looked EXACTLY LIKE HIM.
so i know theres such a hugeeeeeeeee hype about the chocolate phone from LG. ive been obsessed over it too after hearing that verizon was gonna carry it. cuz i know its been real popular in korea. its not out yet but i got to play with it a lot yesterday because it was their main item they were promoting. teeheeheeee. ok. honestly, its not that great. of course its gorgeous on the outside, and the screen is big and good quality. but the buttons on the outside of the phone is all touch-sensative and it sounds cool, but its not. you have to be so careful of what you touch. it was difficult. eh, i dunno its still pretty. oh yea, its gonna be realllll expensive too. so, mollah. too bad i couldnt get one for free; they had like 30 yesterday.
i love work. i love my internship. i wish i was out of school already and working at an office like this.
im also veryyyy lucky to have an experience like this. i felt so professional. and to see all the spec cards i made attached to the products, very cool. haha
ok. i think thats it for my amazing day. my liver is dying. poor liver, im not even back in school yet! haha
wow. who read this all. good for you if you did.
im lucky for the most part. for the most part...... | | |
| so these are the men of my life.
why are they sooooooooooooooooooooooo hot
they also have nothing in common except for the fact that they're both
scruffy, and uh, just really hot. i wish i ran into them so i
could become their next girlfriend. jake is actually in new york
right now. hehehehehheeh. =) too bad christian bale is
married. damnit. i fell in love with him before
anybody. before batman came out. in the little women in
1994. i used to watch that video every weekend because teddy was
so hot. haha ok. enough about celebrities.
somebody pleaseee take me to see the phantom of the opera broadway show.
my dads seen it 4 times, my mom and sister have each seen it twice. no fair.
and i dont want to drag them to watch it again and waste money.
i want a nice boy to take me to it all dressed up nice and stuff. =)
although it would be soo perfect as a winter date, i want to go watch it NOW. now now now i say.
i need to get away from jersey. i love it but not so much without the people i love. booo
unless we start doing cool, new things. ya knowwwwww? yea yea yea we should
since i couldnt go to korea this summer (which i was very very disappointed about)
im thinking of going to florida to visit old friends. yes. i think i will. just for a few days.
ok. bye.
btw, im getting better now. slowly but better =) im making progress. weee!!!
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| RANTING RANTING RANTING!!!
these past few weeks have been quite intense. *big sigh*
so many things happened and ive definetely learned a lot from them. things happened with the law, my relationship status changed to single, im back to interning in the city full-time as a newyorker-working-woman-type-thang, and oh yea, i turned the big 20. no more teenage years for me. =[
ive been spending a LOT of time with my family, and i regret all those times the past few years where i would ignore them, talk back to them, was never home, fight with them ALL the time, when all they're trying to do is help me. i realize they ARE right all the time. as much as i hate hate hateeeeee admitting it, my mom has been right in all those countless lectures about me, school, friends, boyfriends. i've just been ignoring them and refusing to listen because i was so caught up in playing and partying with my friends, boyfriend, etc. i've been too 'cool'. parents are always right. family is the most important. they're blood. they're a part of you. they're the ones that are behind you when you fuck up but still take you back no matter what. i think i appreciate my family a whole lot more now.
wake up calls. reality check. hellooooooooooo wake up!
party hard, work harder.
im finally awake now, just hope i dont fall back asleep now. reality checks are harsh. but necessary.
in like 5 years or so, i guarantee that we will all have gone to at least one wedding of our friend's or at least heard of a wedding of a friend's friend. what a scaryyyyy thought. im growing up and im scared of it. theres sooooo many responsibilities to it. im still a little kid =T
i have a problem with keeping friendships. im just bad at it. maybe its because i've moved every 3 years of my life and had to replace the set of friends with new ones all the time, and im used to that and think that ill be replacing them soon. thats a bad thought. because i know im not moving anymore. i dont IM people to talk, dont call people to talk. what a big problem. i just like it when other people are friendly to me. haha i think i'll change that. also, i dont think im that friendly. i think i might be really cold when meeting new people because well obviously i hate meeting new people, but im scared of them and how they wont like me. im scared of meeting new people, good one jenni, imma be living by myself til i die. haha. MUST BE MORE FRIENDLYYYYYY and yea. i hate saying, 'oh yea i was so close to her/him before. not anymore tho, i dont know what happened, we just stopped talking.' ok. time to mend old relationships.
im veryy dependent. i get very easily attached. im so vulnerable to hurt. i need to change. i wish i could be stronger inside. blah, so hard. im such a little girl inside. ugh. and to think that im 20. ugh ugh ughhhhh.
i've been spending a lot of alone time obviously, cuz i gotsssss nooooooooo friendssssssssssss. and it feels goooood. even though all i do is watch tv, movies, korean game shows, read lotsa books, listen to music, and THINK. thinking KILLS man. i end up getting really excited for my life or really depressed about it. haha
ive missed opportunities to meet new people and make new friends the past few years because of a relationship. not that i regret the relationship. definetely not. it was my everything, and i gave it my everything, which is why now that im out of it, im left with.... well, nothing. just me. i feel like its for the better of me, yea im probably being selfish, but i had to do what i had to do.
but for the friends i have, the few but very special, thank you. it got me so happy when they called/imed cuz i seemed sad or whatever. they actually do care. =) i know i dont make an effort to stay close or whatever, but i love you guys to death! its really interesting that even though we dont talk everyday about everything, theres still just that connection. im here for you, you're here for me. its reassuring. so people dooo love me. =)
im 20. my birthday was a week ago. people that are close to me probably realize by now that i have shitty ass birthdays. past 3 years, my birthdays were shit. and once again this year turns out that way too. but this time it was a different kind of shit. a good shit kinda. ahahaha. it was relaxing. no fighting with parents. no arguments with friends/boyfriends. it was calm. the shit part was that i didnt do anything. i went to work, met up with risd kids for lunch (thanks guysss), came home, had dinner, watched tv, went to bed. nothing special, no event or party. even tho i've been looking forward to this birthday for the past few months, wondering whats goign to be planned for me on my birthday and alllllll that crazy partying and stuff. oh well, sucks for me. i know next year is going to be amazing tho. hehehehehhehe. oh shit i probably jinxed myself again. ha.
ive been depending on something for too long. its been good, trust me. possibly the best years of my life. i dont regret it, it was the best. and now that its gone, im so lost with myself. i dont know what im doing. its ok tho. i think im getting used to it. its hard but do-able. slowly but surely. friends are helping.
its been sooooo hard. might not seem like it, but ive been having such a hard time. especially trying to sleep and you cant and all you do is think and owifjaowjhoafnjwjfoija894rtjhawj. but its ok. head high. ill be fineeeeeeeeeee. and he'll be fine. anyway im getting much better now. yay.
im moving on and growing up.
ok. IM DONE. im sure nobody read that all, but it you did give yourself a big pat on the back for all the useless information you now know about me. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im sorry i did this here, but i tend to keep things in and i had to let it out. ok bye.
i love you all. haha
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